Trash Gremlin

[Trash Gremlin]

So a little introduction to me

I go by both Bee and Bryce

I’m an adult who has a husband and a queer teenager. I’m disabled, autistic and I’m transmasc, bisexual, and aromantic

I am also a system

Yes, some of my headmates have tumblrs

No, I will not be linking them here at present

Edit: I won’t be linking two of them one because he’s a bit of an asshole and the other because ey has issues. But I will link @demonoffrogs because it literally just reblogs frogs

This blog is 90% Blorbo from my shows, 5% mental health/disability talk, 4% advocacy and 1% trying to cause people psychic damage

I curate my experience and am free with the block.

Terfs, ace exclusionists, sysmeds, transmeds, anyone who tries to say “you can’t be in the club because you haven’t suffered enough” don’t bother to interact. I will block you as soon as I look at your blog. ETA I mean I’m not going to throw a tantrum I’m just warning you that it will be a waste of both our time.

Mostly I try not to be a dick and I don’t tolerate dicks. ETA: I also just don’t engage. I’m very much a block and move on with my life person

ETA again: my tag #not safe for esmes is because my kid has a Tumblr and follows me and they don’t need to see me be randomly horny or sharing dick jokes or unpacking my trauma. So most nsfw content or talk about my childhood trauma gets that tag so it automatically filtered out for them

And no my kids name isn’t Esme. That’s our cat. It’s just a convenient word

[Trash Gremlin]

[sitervlitoy]

Body sharing au? idk but you got the idea

[Trash Gremlin]

[crypticcripple]

On Saturday I was telling Petey she was gonna have a skeleton party next month

She got so excited she had to tell someone

So she stretched the skin on my arm put her mouth to my skin

And talked to my skeleton

[Trash Gremlin]

Would they actually have kids: SVSSS

(and would they be good parents)

Bingqiu: wouldn’t have a kid but in the unlikely event that they did have a kid it would be on accident and it would be left with Yue Qingyuan to “look after for a bit” so much that the kid would think Yue Qingyuan was their dad. They would love it in a vague way but also be too involved in each other. Kid would be happy with Yue Qingyuan though

Moshang: probably does have a kid at some point for succession reasons. They would probably be fairly decent parents but it would be a struggle at times. They love the kid but both would have problems expressing it. The kid would adapt well however because they would try the best they could. Hypocritically Shen Qingqiu would spoil the shit out of the kid. He adores playing Cool Uncle

Liushen: again wouldn’t have kids but then they also wouldn’t have sex. It would never occur to them to. If a kid did happen they wouldn’t know what to do with it

Bingliushen: absolutely not

Qijiu: are you fucking kidding me!?!!

LiuJiu: this is an even worse idea somehow

BingJiu: this would go so horribly it would some how end the world. Dear god

Liu Mingyan and Sha Hualing: they have like 6 kids and they are excellent mums to a gaggle of unruly children. They often bite Liu Qingge

Cumplane: no because they can’t take care of themselves much less a baby. If they did have a baby they would lose it within an hour

Mobing: yes. Again to secure dynasty and all that. They would be emotionally unavailable but not actively abusive fathers. There would have been a lot of nanny’s involved

Liu Qingge and Shang Qinghua: paradoxically I think they would adopt a child and actually make really good parents weirdly. It would be challenging but I think they would do a good job

[Trash Gremlin]

[redcolourpalette]

a guy who wrote a book and frankly it wasn't that good of a book or so I've heard.

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[ineffectualdemon]

Things that will happen in the Jiang Cheng gets parented Shang Qinghua and Liu Qingge fic that is going to happen once I lock down details

1. Shang Qinghua will address Jiang Cheng's homophobia (aka metaphorically and a little literally beat it the fuck out of him)

2. If it's teenage Jiang Cheng he will slowly realise how gay for Lan Wangji Wei Wuxian is and will be 50% kinda vaguely horrified in that it's Lan Wangji, 25% worried for Wei Wuxian's feelings, and 25% cringing in second-hand embarrassment remembering all of Wei Wuxian's attempts to get Lan Wangji to notice him

3. Liu Qingge will introduce him to Liu Mingyan by saying "this is your Aunt" without any further details and confuse the shit out Liu Mingyan

4. In fact he will introduce him to everyone as his son and confuse the shit out of people. If this is post canon Yang Yixuan is going to be drinking a ton of vinegar

[ineffectualdemon]

They fall into a random PIDW artifact that drops Jiang Cheng on them

I don't know if this will end up with them in a formal relationship or not tbh but I do think they will end up bonding and very emotionally involved in some way

I'm thinking very intense QPR co-parents type situation

Cuddling will happen somehow

[oleanderedits]

Ok but you have to keep SQH weird about it you just know he's gonna be internally weird about 'having a child with his own neglected son' in his inner monologue because he's a stupid author God like that and that should not be ignored.

[ineffectualdemon]

Oh he’s going to be VERY weird about it

And not only weird about Liu Qingge but also Jiang Cheng

Because as he read MDZS and projected heavily onto Jiang Cheng (similar bad parents hat) so he is very weird about it in the multi layered way he always is

[Trash Gremlin]

[telnaga]

its real... fibromyalgia is real... i mean its obviously real but. its real. ;_;

[aldamiriel-necrococo]

Oh…. Oh…………… ;_; indeed. Wow.

Here’s the study for more info

JCI - Passive transfer of fibromyalgia symptoms from patients to mice

JCI - Passive transfer of fibromyalgia symptoms from patients to mice

jci.org

And a quick reader friendly summary of the findings

Mouse Study Suggests Fibromyalgia Has Autoimmune Roots

When researchers injected mice with antibodies from fibromyalgia patients, the animals developed symptoms of the disease--suggesting that it

The Scientist Magazine®

It’s always kind of been a bullshit “symptoms syndrome,” “go away shut up ‘diagnosis’” to me, which was NOT helped by there being no treatment ever offered other than “exercise and improve your mental health you’re just lazy and depressed and anxious and feeling exertion makes you more anxious (saying ‘exertion/exercise intolerance’ makes you go to hell for real) go to therapy” so like. actually seeing solid well researched evidence that no I’m not just a pathetic stupid clumsy weak person with no distress tolerance as I’ve very much internalized…. I am undone.

[strawbebbynya]

[Trash Gremlin]

Tianlang-jun: What are your pronouns?

Liu Qingge: what’s a pronoun?

Tianlang-Jun: indicative but not exclusive to your gender identity

Liu Qingge: Stop swearing at me!

Tianlang-Jun: can I refer to you as they/them?

Liu Qingge: but my name is Liu Qingge

Tianlang-Jun: Lord Shen! What are the War God’s pronouns?!

Shen Qingqiu: oh we use he/him for him, he doesn’t really care though

[Trash Gremlin]

Ok system talk

I have been a system for awhile but didn’t realise it because I thought everyone had a head full of different people that they argue/solve problems with

I thought everyone had bits of time they don’t remember or being told the said or did something they had no memory of

So when we realised we were a system it was after nearly 40 years of everyone in the system trying to pretend that we were one person

But since I, Bee: the Host, am in the know we’ve slowly been more open and I have been more aware when switching happens. Not always and not always sure but more aware

Probably because Bryce has been riding co-pilot through all of this self discovery because he’s the one who knows how to do adult practical stuff. He’s very tired and wishes he could smoke

Mostly the others if they switch it’s very much like it was. It’s quiet and we still try to pretend to be one person even when it doesn’t work because that’s what we’re used to and we’re uncomfortable being open about it among others

Except for Sebastian and Jessica. They are the most extrovert and confident of all my headmates and will just go like: “Hi, I’m Jessica. I’m fronting right now.” And Bee is fully aware which is a trip for them because they aren’t used to being like clued in when they aren’t fronting

It’s a lot and it isnt bad but it’s very very weird

And it’s not new Jessica and Sebastian have been around for a long time and fronting when they have to (or when Bryce is resting) but we’re not used to them announcing it and it’s making the rest of us feel very shy

Idk it’s a new thing to process and find our comfort with and it’s only with them and also if someone starts ranting and calling people cunts on here that’s probably Sebastian just as a heads up

[Trash Gremlin]

[chuwanningno1fan]

bingliushen are all neurodivergent. I may have no proof but I know.

Originally posted by ollieballie

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[femcassidy]

white people please just purchase native artwork and jewelry from native people i keep seeing idiot white people be like “waaah i wish i could support native creators but its cultural appropriation” girl why would beaders sell you their earrings then. just dont get a medicine wheel or a thunderbird then like damn it is that easy

[idkinsertfanreferencehere]

http://www.beyondbuckskin.com/p/buy-native.html?m=1

[anexperimentallife]

If Native folks are making it to sell to white people with the approval of their tribe, it’s not “appropriation”–its support and appreciation! So yes, buy that native-made dream catcher, but not the mass produced fakes made by white people. Like, you can go to a pow wow and buy native crafts there, too.

[sch-uwu-lchen]

here are some places to get native/indigenous goods and merch online if you can’t find something local or if physical access is an obstacle:

https://sweetgrasstradingco.com/
https://nativeharvest.com/
https://byellowtail.com/
https://www.salishstyle.com/
https://trickstercompany.com/
https://hutxh.com/
https://www.thentvs.com/
https://urbannativeera.com/
https://www.oxdxclothing.com/
https://kotahbear.com/
https://www.totemdesignhouse.com/
https://ginewusa.com/
https://eighthgeneration.com/

and the only native-owned comic shop in the world:
https://redplanetbooksncomics.com/

[coxinhadoce47]

This semester in college we’ve been working with a company in an indigenous museum to help their sales

They work with native artists in all of Brazil, so the site is in portuguese

https://galeriamacunaima.com.br/

[treasures-and-beauty]

Buying from indigenous artists is not appropriation!